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Monday, 27 August 2007

a different type love/poetry jam.

I want a love like you picking fights just so you can see the little wrinkle over my nose then suddenly pull me towards you just so you can kiss that nose type love. I want a love like you pickin me up on a date and you don't stay in the car but get out just to say hi to my parents type love. I want a love where we get into little fights but lifts my chin gently and so softly and whispering "i'm sorry" type love. I want a love like you opening doors for me and pulls your coat out on the pot hole just so i wont get wet type love. i want a love where it's not just about the material things, and gives me that sweet ass post it notes saying "i miss you" type love. I want a love like it's hella bonnie & clyde. Ride togetha stay together type love. I want a love like you teaching me how to surrender my love type love!

I want a love like us driving past a church while you do the sign of the cross and after grabs my hand and smiles at me type love. I want a love like I smile back because of your devotion to your faith and respects my faith type love. I want a love like not us going out to eat, but we cook TOGETHER even though you hella burned the pot roast type love! I want a love like him REMINDING ME how much he'd rather spend the rest of his life like this than with anyone else before i eat that burnt pot roast type love. I want a love like him pinky promising his world to me type love. He would even Pinky promise me with A STAMP just so i can feel more secure type LOVE.

I want a love like him saying how sexy i am when i'm all natural type love. Then say how much he likes me in sweats than a mini skirt type love. I want a love like him not knowing what to say because he's so speechless when i walk down the stairs with my hair nappy and a big t-shirt on type love. I want a love where we can sing Janet Jackson's Greatest hits in the car and not be ashamed when people from other cars look TYPE LOVE. I want a love like him thinking of me while i'm thinking of him type love. I want a love like him texting me throughout the day just to see how i'm doing type love. I want a love like him watching a lifetime movie with me and liked it type love. I want him to be the wallpaper on my cellphone, just so it reminds me how much he means to me type love. I want a love where it's me and you not the rest of the world type love. cause you'd say how much the rest of the world don't matter when i'm with you type love. "I want a love that is unexplainable as he is " But I have one, and he's the one I'll be spending my time with.

Friday, 17 August 2007

It`s finally time for college. I can't believe how quickly the years have passed us by, but I know we're completely ready for the change, time to put our future in line.
New school, new friends. Please, people, leave the high school drama behind.
I miss everybody. <3

Tuesday, 27 June 2006

20 things to 20 people i've always wanted to say.
and no, i'm not gonna tell you if you're one of em.

1) all these fellas who come into your life & just f*ck with you; they`re not going to bring you down `cos you`re such a wonderful person. We`re unbreakable baby; nothing`s going to stop us.

2) I love you & all because you`ve been down since day one but sometimes you get so f*cking annoying.

3) I get jealous of your girlfriend; she's one lucky bitch.

4) You don`t even know me; you`ve got diarrhea of the mouth. I don't even give a shit about your man. You act like you`re the shit, but haven`t you heard you can`t touch this. You deserve each other.

5) You should stop lying. I mean.. who are you try`na fool?

6) Yeah we were close but things just aren`t the same anymore; you fucked up.

7) I don`t even know why I still miss you, you didn't deserve me.

8) Stop talking to me only when you need a favor.

9) Changes. For the better or worst.

10) I`m tired of hearing about your stories, freal. If you have a fucking problem confront me. You can`t make people choose your side.

11) I miss our good `ol talks. I think I have a crush on you. hahaha tick tock bud.

12) You need to learn to stand up for yourself.

13) You think I hate him but I just think he doesn`t fucking deserve you. You treat him like a prince & he treats you like shit. Open your eyes babe.

14) I miss the way you made me feel but I just don`t understand you sometimes; how you can so easily irritate me. Rawr.

15) You think you`re cute but you just want attention for the wrong reasons.

16) So nice, yet so different.

17) Weird how something stupid like drama could bring us to being better friends. Maybe because we`re sick of their SHIT.

18) You guys should just go out already. You`re both confused, emotional, & just blah.

19) Talk shit on my dog & I`ll step on your nuts asshole.

20) Your girlfriend is an immature bitch; you deserve better.

Friday, 23 June 2006

I hope in the end we can laugh & say "It was worth it."

Monday, 19 June 2006

So, it feels as if everything`s repeating itself again. It sure feels like nothing has changed. We`ve grown up, right? But have we grown apart? It feels like half the time we`re pushing ourselves away from each other & the other half we`re strugglin` to leave one another. Is it all really worth it? On the reals.. I keep trying to find excuses to let go; but I guess one things for certain. It`s not that easy when your heart really wants it.

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You forgive me for liking you too much
I'll forgive you for not liking me enough
you forgive me for the loud racing of my heart
I'll forgive you for not hearing it
you forgive me for finding you so attractive
I'll forgive you for not noticing
you forgive me for wanting to be with you
I'll forgive you for avoiding me
you forgive me for being so pathetic
I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it
you forgive me for not being able to let go
& I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

--- re-dedicated to someone from back then.